Tyra Banks told me to move on. I watched the Tyra Banks Show this morning because the topic was people who can't let their ex go. This one girl was married with a child and told her husband they needed to seperate, which they did. After two months, the wife said she wanted to fix their relationship but husband already had a new chick! He told her he didn't love her anymore.

Another girl was living with her boyfriend of two years when he said "get your stuff and leave." The boyfriend played his guitar as this poor girl hauled all her stuff out of the apartment all the while pleading with her boyfriend to talk it out. I watched this show because I'm having a hard time letting my "ex-wife in the making" go ahead and leave. I miss her and I don't understand why she doesn't miss me the same way. Maybe cause she has a boyfriend and I'm still by myself. I think 5 years is the magic number for some people. They freak out and think that they are missing out and something needs to change. Not really what happened to me, but the effect is the same. One person is ready and one just dies.

Everyone should have a special phone where it only rings if you are in deep trouble. My phone started ringing in November. I just couldn't hear it and didn't know what to change. For my ex, I hope her phone is ringing and she answers it. I don't think she'll call.